time

before we know it 08 is on the way
so many things happened this year that i dont even know how to sum it up or where to start
not a very fantastic year i would say, but we all learn along the way
i guess what doesnt kill you just makes you stronger and yes, im much stronger than before after a few knocks here and there.

it made me realise tt time wait for no men and that one shld really treasure and know what they want in life. grit your teeth, sweat it out, fight for it, enjoy and embrace that special moment
theres no point in fighting for something only to let it go in the middle

guess thats how im feeling right now.
but as they always say it takes two hands to clap.
so its high time for me to stop blaming myself, to stop coming out with what if's to make myself feel better and just embrace the future and what lies ahead.

im definately looking forward to the future, carving out a career for myself and all
one step at a time.
relationships? jaded i guess. dont quite believe in that for now.
2 words to sum the experience up
comfort and pain
allowing urself to feel vulnerable

i wanna thank the people who are constantly there for me to keep me sane
to steer my thoughts away, you know who you guys are :)

Now that it’s all said and done
I can’t believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down
Like an old abandoned house
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath
I fell too far, was in way too deep
Guess I let you get the best of me
Well I never saw it coming
I should have started running
A long, long time ago
And I never thought I’d doubt you
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know
I’m slowly getting closure
I guess it’s really overI’m finally gettin’ better
Now I’m picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together‘
Cause the day I thought
I’d never get through