thats aileen


wakeboarding was great. minus off the aching right now.


improving bit by bit


met up with hui shi after that
really enjoyed my night.
2 days in paris

really like the conversation between the couple towards the end.
i guessed it just striked me real hard.

wala after tt was awsome
songs were great as usual
company of friends were great too

and some think that the truth will never surface
or perhaps when it does they will come out with more lies to cover it
it takes one lie to cover the other.
surprise surprise
but the world IS so small.
so dont challenge me or take me as a fool
im just giving you face, so wont you just fucking step down gracefully and save yourself some humilation
you fucking disgust me with your lies,
no im not a toy, or an option
dont you even think tt i wont know whats happening at the other side
so when you come back all will be fine

i hope it striked you real hard at night
that is if you have a guilty conscience
so i dont think it will hit you at all
friends are right,
its not me, its you
you are the problem, you are the one that is not worthy of everything
that i have done and given.

you not only disappointed a friend who stood there for you when you needed someone
you disappointed a partner as well.
if you think some scumbag is worth all this.
go ahead.
im moving ahead cos now i finally know your worth.
and now i know that sometimes people are not over reacting, its you that drives people to that extent.
but as usual
just put the blame on others, to make yourself feel better
i dont give 2 hoots bout it anymore.

lena, im sorry.