been a long time since i last blogged
life has been busy
but in a good way
holding 3 jobs now, and have been gg for cable as well

party yest was great with a couple of great friends and the crazy crowd
somehow i got tossed into a war zone in a min and the next i was up for some drinkin competition.

got to know more wake boardin peeps.
shall wake board more

and i have yet to receieve any news from sim bout the appeal
how nice
when e supp is coming soon.
send out invoices at an incredulous speed
but when it comes to this....

all right.
heading out to work now

merry christmas everyone!

lies and deciet
when it comes a full circle.

small accident happened while driving to work today.
amazes me how the owner of the vehicle can create such a big mole hill out of nothing.

tml will be a better day.

thats aileen


wakeboarding was great. minus off the aching right now.


improving bit by bit


met up with hui shi after that
really enjoyed my night.
2 days in paris

really like the conversation between the couple towards the end.
i guessed it just striked me real hard.

wala after tt was awsome
songs were great as usual
company of friends were great too

and some think that the truth will never surface
or perhaps when it does they will come out with more lies to cover it
it takes one lie to cover the other.
surprise surprise
but the world IS so small.
so dont challenge me or take me as a fool
im just giving you face, so wont you just fucking step down gracefully and save yourself some humilation
you fucking disgust me with your lies,
no im not a toy, or an option
dont you even think tt i wont know whats happening at the other side
so when you come back all will be fine

i hope it striked you real hard at night
that is if you have a guilty conscience
so i dont think it will hit you at all
friends are right,
its not me, its you
you are the problem, you are the one that is not worthy of everything
that i have done and given.

you not only disappointed a friend who stood there for you when you needed someone
you disappointed a partner as well.
if you think some scumbag is worth all this.
go ahead.
im moving ahead cos now i finally know your worth.
and now i know that sometimes people are not over reacting, its you that drives people to that extent.
but as usual
just put the blame on others, to make yourself feel better
i dont give 2 hoots bout it anymore.

lena, im sorry.

the whole population was in zouk yest.
super packed, cant even move an inch

the music was good though

carine thanks for the notes!

move over man, privacy pls?

rain disrupt plans.

im supposed to be at sentosa tanning

anyways, cable was great yest!

guess i was way too tired the previous time i went

yesterday with thunder was great.

bunny hopped and all. not much bad falls.

body's aching now though

pictures up in a bit.

club club club club

be be your love

If I could take you away
Pretend I was queen
What would you say
Would you think I'm unreal
'Cause everybody's got their way I should feel
Everybody's talking how
I, can't, can't be your love
But I want, want, want to be your love
Want to be your love, for real
Everybody's talking how I, can't, can't be your love
But I want, want, want to be your love
Want to be your love for real
Want to be your everything
Everything...Everything's falling, and I am included in that
Oh, how I try to be just okay
Yeah, but all I ever really wanted
Was a little piece of you

note to self.
one step at a time.
people might take a shorter time to complete
one small step at a time still requires the effort and will get you to the destination

i guess ive been taking things for granted
taking the people by my side for granted.
thinking that they will always be there.
perhaps you being away, serves as a reason.

have you been taking me for granted.
thinking that i will still be around when you come back year end?
wanting attention from both sides?