This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.
Wake up in the morning, stumble on my life
Can't get no love without sacrifice
If anything should happen,
I guess I wish you well
A little bit of heaven, but a little bit of hell
This is the hardest story that I've ever told
No hope, or love, or glory
Happy endings gone forever more
I feel as if I feel as if I'm wasted
And I'm wastin' everyday
This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.
2 o'clock in the morning, something's on my mind
Can't get no rest; keep walkin' around
If I pretend that nothin' ever went wrong, I can get to my sleep
I can think that we just carried on

thailand and back
6 days 5 nights
more than enough time for me to sort my thoughts up
am feeling much better now i guess.

positive thinking
am 1.5k poorer now.
need to thank a good pal of mine
for making this trip happen.
for always being there taking care of me
and consoling me.

shall just be focused

ray:sometimes i really wonder if theres anyone out there who still mean what they say.
friend: why will she wann abother abt you when she can call you up n have e cheek to say all tt,
you chose to trust her too much tts why
ray: yeah.

its scary how come stuffs just got span out of proportion
and the lies that they tell just to cover things out,
only to find some excuses hoping to cover them

whats worse is to find out that people these days dont seem to know how to honour their words
and proving the point that words are cheap
one min its like that, the other its not.

how people can just turn their backs and walk away like that
even to those who showed their care and concern, picking you up when you fall.

i guess thats life
and its shows alot doesnt it.

perhaps this is all a blessing in disguise for me
enough tears

disappointments
time after time
having to find out

i dont want to know anymore

ah lai's day out

sometimes i prefer to keep my thoughts to myself

and i thank those who are constantly here for me

encouraging me and all without trying to probe or poke their nose in too much

i really appreciate that.

school is starting tml and i totally dread it

retaking subjects that i have done before

going back to projects and all.

frustrations and all building up

im amazed at how fast people get replaced

i understand that no one is indispensible

but so quickly?
doesnt it tell alot?

one min you are entitled to something

the next not.

CNY is ard the corner

cant wait to go for a short break during that period of time

those tt are interested, do let me know.

hatred disgust disappointment all at a time
i find myself waiting for a call or a msg at 3am in the morning.
why come back now
when u were the one who said things were not working.
it sure took you a long time...

empty promises

disappointments
one after the other
in a short span of a week
everythings just over.

so much for the promises and words.
who am i to put the blame on anyone anyway

some people out there just needs to learn how to mind their own business


Tried to take a picture Of love
Didn't think I'd miss her
That muchI want to fill this new frame
But its empty
Tried to write a letter
In inkIts been getting betterI think
I got a piece of paper
But its empty
Its empty
Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing Is beating our hearts
We're empty
And I've even wondered
If weShould be getting under these sheets
We could lie in this bed
But its empty
Its empty


the only thing im looking forward to for today would be cabling.
shall just try all the stuffs that i didnt have the guts to do
nothing to lose.

knee's getting better, but its still really weak.
thanks for the knee guard.

school's opening in a few days time