its scary how thoughts and beliefs can be moulded into young minds
through different means, evoking fear, making them feel lousy and than presenting them the solution to the problems.

it makes you think again.
jesus camp.

which brings me to a topic.
the two women came knocking on my door again
looking for miss cheng.
with a bible in hand with a horse like smile showing their teeth
persistent? yes very.
not sensitive and stubborn? very as well
respect one's decision man.

i think they should be marketers and sales personnels instead.

When the one thing you’re looking for
Is nowhere to be found
And you back stepping all of your moves
Trying to figure it out
You wanna reach out
You wanna give in
Your head’s wrapped around what’s around the next bend
You wish you could find something warm
'Cause you’re shivering cold
It’s the first thing you see as you open your eyes
The last thing you say as your saying goodbye
Something inside you is crying and driving you on
It’s the first thing you see as you open your eyes
The last thing you say as your saying goodbye
Something inside you is crying and driving you on'
Cause if you hadn't found me
I would have found you

something inside

as im the only cam whore tt night together with lulu

i dont have pictures of the rest of the crew

babe, send me those in your phone!

ok the weather is driving me insane

even the dogs at home are restless and not responding.

i NEED a hair cut

as usual i teared while catching made of honour
sometimes you never know how to appreciate things and people in your life till they are gone
and than you will fight to get them back.

why cant one just accept the fact and support the person whole heartedly
at least thats what i'll do

keyshia cole-i remember

clubbing on thurs made me realised that im no longer young when
1: u see people using sec/poly passes
2: your hair feels deflated in comparison to others out there
3: you can no longer hold/ consume as much as before
4: you wake up and feeling zonked throughout the whole day

2 hours of cabling before that sure did not help

i want to do my jump start 360 and get up the blardy ramp!

exams are finally over
hopefully the results will justify my efforts
kinda screwed up amca again.

however for the first time i would say that im really proud of myself this time ard.
i have proved to myself that for once i can be a leader and i can be an asset in the group
for once, leading a group instead of just taking orders, putting in more initiative
it was not easy at all
things turned out to be kinda ugly as well with former group mates and all
but yes at the end of the day, i realised that i can manage all well without any drama or disputes.

friends come and go.
some even shun away
no one is perfect, and im glad that for those who are still around

really appreciate all the encouragements and shoulders that were there when i needed them.
sharon, thunder, ivy, wei jie, alan, lulu, huishi and most importantly ashley
thanks :)

for now its just working part time
rearing and trying to keep my fishes alive
and couting down to phuket and bkk.

till then