crushed.

just that when you thought things couldnt get any worse
it does.
my old pal and i were talking just a few days back about how we should react when we realise our first loves are getting married.

i kinda just shrug it off because i thought that it wont happen to me, not as yet.
and i was all so wrong.

dinner was fine yesterday catching up with an old friend
till she broke the news to me.
do you know that kw is getting married?
she totally regretted telling me that very instant.

i totally cant comprehend how exactly i was feeling
all i kept saying was the man is a very very lucky guy
and if he ever screws it up
his nuts is surely gg to be on a silver platter
but i guess she is both smart and old enough to make her own decisions
you wont be reading this at all
but i wish you all the best in everything you do

if you guys are wondering, yes after a long thought.
i will be there.


so many things have been happening in such a short period of time
now i wonder whether lesbians are nothing but drama.

sometimes i feel that when something is no longer working
someone has to take the step to cut things off.
even though you will leave your comfort zone.

relationship.
when the relation boarded a whrecked ship
what happens.
i guess two people who are in love have to just treasure what they have and steer it into the correct directions
finding ways to fall in love everyday
learning more about each other and all
but what happens when the betrayal comes?
when water is sipping in slowly and surely into the ship.