its really funny how things work out sometimes
trying and perserverance might not get one anywhere sometimes, when it comes to feelings at least.
i guessed i have had my fair share of that.
trying to ignore to signs and still live in self denial that things would work its way out
that people will learn how to change.
its just like a man clinging to his very life beliving in divine intervention

i guess after some time
you will jus learn how to stop hoping
stop pretending that everything is fine.

i guess everyone has their right to be happy
i want to be happy
and leave this mess

its only through events like this.
it makes me realise tt small little things make me really happy

no one knows whats going to happen in future
i will just take it as it comes.
one step at a time.
contentment.

no promises.