happy anniversary baby

i realised something yesterday

it doesnt matter where we are

or what we do

or whos with us

just as long as you are there

be it whether its the 30 or the 31st.

im glad that we both take the step

and i hope you like the little gift.

sounds cliche

but yes you are carrying a part of me with you now.

with love :)

sometimes i cant help thinking whether im cut out
or whether im competent

drained.

the voice inside that tells you to just keep going and trying
just gets softer

with all the what ifs swirling in your head.

am i alone at this?

hi.
i am still alive
not for long now
just read an article on smoking
on how 23 yr olds look like 32
wah. hit me hard man.

to a healthier regime
i have decided that
fri would be swimming day
sat massage day

ms teh.
imu

why am i waiting.

i need divine intervention
forces from the dark side
anything!

i need sales
anyone tt wants to advertise in a gourmet magazine
pls look for evelyn cheng.
thankyouverymuch

things are always like that
when you are desperate and when you want something alot
it just doesnt happen

and when you walk away from the deal or from the situation
it comes knocking on your door

should i or should i not.

argh!

its 5.51pm
39 more mins to the happiest time of my day
baby time.

everyday i love you

no more talk of darkness
forget these wide eyed fears
im here, nothing can harm you
my words will warm and calm you
let me be your freedom
let daylight dry your tears
im here, beside you
to guard you and to guide you

say you love me every waking moment
turn my head with talk of summertime
say you need me with you
now and always
promise me that all you say is truue

thats all i ask of you

you have stolen my heart

cos every little thing you do
makes me fall in love with you

it takes more than a hopeless romantic to sweep me off my feet
it takes you.

see the pyramids around the Nile
watch the sunrise from a tropic isle
just remember darling all the while
you belong to me
see the marketplace in old Angier
send me photographs and souvenirs
just remember when a dream appears
you belong to me
and I'll be so alone without you
maybe you'll be lonesome too
fly the ocean in a silver plane
see the jungle when it's wet with rain
just remember till you're home again
you belong to me oh
I'll be so alone without you
maybe you'll be lonesome too
fly the ocean in a silver plane
see the jungle when it's wet with rain
just remember till you're home again
you belong to me

get well soon baby girl
days without you around are hard to get by.
the thought of an energizer bunny resting at home is just worrying.
hugs. missing you girl

starting work tml.
mixed emotions.
just hope that i can rise to the occasion
and be bigger the problems that would come.

positive mindset.

think before you speak
i know what i want, and im grabbing on to it.

sleep early day today.

lurking

the perfect night to go hand in hand through the mission
as the night goes on danger lurks

Intimacy is invited,
ecstasy is invoked.
Ecstasy is experienced as one-ness
intimacy requires two-ness

so does paranoia
braving away from external, unforseen circumstances
till its overwhelming
shelving away all other emotions and attractions

you are experiencing
very joy
very hugo

two straight days of tanning.
and im officially black

still hunting for jobs.
trust me. i have been sending out tons of resumes.
marketing/pr/events/advertising.
to no avail

necks finally getting better now, and hopefully after the massage tml
it will be fine.
cabling on sat! (fingers cross)

quick shout out:

lulu: meet soon. you better update me more abt that fridae.com girl (yet another)
thunder: thanks.
ash: first day at work. hit it with your best shot!
you: and im just counting down the hours. missing you.