2009 will be a better year because:

-i have learnt the importance of always protecting myself first
-i open my eyes bigger now
-i learnt through the hard way and i will always remember that
-i learn not to trust people that easily
-i learn that there are lots of nato (no action talking only) people out there, so its better to depend on yourself
-i do not plan to carry these people forward into the new year

With 2009 approaching, i know that it will be a better year as

-i have my family, friends and most importantly, my gf here supporting me all the way

and i know thats all i need to make 09 a good year.

the past few days were great
happy birthday love.
though it was not a blast, i hoped you enjoyed your day
with the tight budget you set!
i managed to squeeze in dinner present and picnic.

the futures uncertain esp with the current economy
i might not be able to help much
but i can be your listening ear and i will be here to support you.
hugs

happy birthday baby :)

ran close to 3km yest.
considered nothin actually
but still. its an achievement since the last time i ran was when i was 16?

trying to train back.
14laps and 200 sit ups todae.

more running tml after dinner.

ok clubbing time!

met up with an old friend recently.
as we sat down and chatted
realised that time flies
in no time she's gg to be a mother
new phase of life, with different set of worries.

makes me realise that time and tide waits for no men
what is it that i want to achieve before my time is up?

the simple meet up left me feeling relieved
i guess after all these years, finally i am able to let go of the past.
without even feeling a tinch of heartache.

and for the first time after 7 years, i can finally say that im over her
and that i am finally treating her just like a friend.

so....
do you know how much you mean to me now? for me to totally put something down.

all i want is to make things work with you.
ilu.

ray cheng is gg to run later.
shall just stick to the route i ran last week
shall jog slowly today if not wed dont need to club.

wed clubbing anyone? same venue!

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to those that have been following this blog but not know about my latest venture
you better check it out now!

its a online store catered mainly for asian builts and people leading the alternative life. (people like me that loves to wear shirts that fit without looking like a hanger).

so please show your support, patronize the store and spread the word around!
if you see anything you like, just drop me an email or something!

just wanna do a shout out to those who knows whats gg on right now
thanks alot for all the messages and concerns

with you guys by my side, and of course my girlfriend.
nothing will get me down

like they always say like if full of decisions
make the right one

side track:
i went running with macho mary and ah teh yesterday.
man.
they can freaking run man

to my one and only gf:
having you around believing in me and encouraging me makes a whole lot of difference.
for whatever im in, i know you will be there.
and for once i feel like i can really be myself and let someone in,
to share my thoughts, my fears and all the uncertainties i face.

dont ever feel that you have not done much when you have me wrapped around your fingers.

ilu.