on board relation-ship

disclaimer to readers.
what you are going to read later might not be pleasant. whatever written is based purely on my views. if you do not like what you are going to read. i suggest you leave the page now.

no one knows or has exact an exact formula to maintain a healthy relationship. and seriously sometimes its really a bitch to try to communicate with humans. what i do know or feel at least is that in a relationship it fucking takes two hands to clap. and when theres unhappiness its better to resolve it now than to just ignore each other and sleep on it. perhaps some people can sleep on it like it doesnt matter. but trust me not all can. put yourself in the fucking insomniacs shoes. neither do i see why must one always be the first to apologize or start a conversation. seriously try being the one giving in all the time. so if you cant even give in once due to ego issues/stubborness or whatever. what makes you think its any easier for the party who tries to give in constantly after being tormented for one whole night.
yeah and the person is just so cursed and worthless that he/she cant even show a tinge of unhappiness cos once the fella did. the partner will just return the favor and tell the person if u dont like tt dont do it on others. excuse me, what about the cold shoulders in the first place then. come on if that isnt double standards i seriously dont know what is.
you know what.
i have 78690975073400374 things on my mind now but hell to that. cos the other party will just be able to come out with another billion more and it will all just look bad on me again.

i rest my case.

so sick

no i dont think im cut out for all that.

i want to feel pain.

eat my dust

i got my ces
to those who asked me not to take it so soon and that i will surely fail.

11 and counting
ilu :)